Diary note, 2005 August 7..

Happy Birthday 'arun',
Pyaroo sent me a card like everytime, this time too. And the usual message "Aap hamesha khush rahna , bhaiyya" at the bottom line, made me really happy. I still remember getting cards from him. ....its been a source of happiness, to know that this day was not just important to me but to him too, to know that he instills confidence in me, to know that i can be a hero to him. Sometimes i think he is so confident about that he starts believing that i can do things . I am reading his card...
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My note for the day, "I need a friend who likes me the way i am , who loves me the way i am right now whatever it is, and not love me for what i can become in the future. Because i know if i have a friend , i will like and love them for what they are now, because that friend is precious to me than what that friend can do or will do ."
I always have questions in my mind ,questions like whether i make it ? Anyday is a day of hope,because with the morning comes the hope of a new beginning ,with all my frustrations dead down , my mind is calm and fresh. I may make friends , but then ......................................